If you want different results, you have to put something different into the mix. If you keep putting the same ingredients in the cake, it will always turn out the same. Pretty basic knowledge in baking, but still hard for me to put into my life. Many times, I have told myself, “I don’t like/want this [fill in the blank].” Sometime over the past several years, part of my brain has responded, “So change it.” Now, with my “decade” birthday this spring bringing the dawning realization of my mortality, my brain responds: “So change it NOW.”
I would therefore like to add “Change it now” to Kait’s challenge in this first Round of 2015 to try something new and shake things up. Shake off the comfort of the familiar. Let me assure you, I love my comfort zone. It has no sharp edges to poke me, but it also does not challenge me, or anyone else. Full of words I could write in my sleep, it has no bite, no truth. Honestly, I’m scared silly of the truth, but it is all I have to offer.
I have often proclaimed my inability to write fiction. When I force myself to look at it honestly, my protest is a safe way to avoid the challenge and hard work involved in writing good fiction. Am I comfortable writing fiction? No, not at all. Three years ago, I shelved a story that occurred in a dream, because not only was it fiction, it was horror, which in all truth, I have no idea how to write. But should I shelve it out of cowardice? The more I dig, I find there are more stories I want to tell, and each one frightens me more. But I’m going to try.
And I’m going to try now. I hide behind the full-time day job and other responsibilities, saying that I will write when I’m retired. I have told myself that I cannot write enough with these other responsibilities, but I wrote two academic articles totaling over 12,000 words in less than a year, so that inner conversation is patently untrue. While I will certainly have more free time after retirement, why am I waiting? Might it be cowardice? (The answer is an unequivocal “yes,” in case you are wondering).
My challenge to shake it up now is not just for us few neophytes in this group, but for all of us. Kait’s point that the same process doesn’t always work with a different book is surprisingly freeing for me. Authors with several books behind them still have to leave their comfort zone and find something new that works. So I challenge those of you comfortable with this business of writing to shake things up and find a new approach. Those of you contemplating something very different–a new genre, non-fiction, or fiction–go for it. So will you join me in my leap into the unknown? Let’s do it now.